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  “Please,” she pleaded. “Your name.”

  Ruby turned her face into him. Lips on his cold skin, she whispered against his scratchy cheek, ignoring the slight softening inside her at the utter maleness swirling around her in a heady mist. “You’re hurting me.” She tried to lift her arms, but his hands pinned them down.

  “God help me,” he groaned.

  Fresh panic flared to life inside her. And a spark of response. His pain, the agony of his hunger, threatened to consume her… but this emotion, his desire, made her purr and arch against him.

  He nudged Ruby higher and released one of her arms. Instead of shoving at him with her hand, she curled her fingers into a naked shoulder, hissing at the contact, at the sensation of smooth male flesh… instantly infused with all his need, all his dark wanting. For her.

  Her mouth opened wide against his bristly cheek. A sharp cry ripped from her throat.

  God help her, as his desire rose, the blackness receded, faded to nothing.

  “Sebastian,” he spat out, his cheek rippling against lips as he spoke.

  “What?” She felt drunk, addled in the head.

  “My name… is Sebastian.”

  “Heated passion, fast-paced action, and a world of werewolves you never knew existed.”

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  ALSO BY SHARIE KOHLER

  Marked by Moonlight

  Kiss of a Dark Moon

  To Crave A Blood Moon

  SHARIE KOHLER

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  To Crave A Blood Moon

  Prologue

  The slam of the screen door cracked on the night. Ruby crawled from bed, dropping to her feet and sliding into her waiting slippers. Light glowed softly through the open door of her room. Voices rolled on the air.

  Angry. Mad.

  Her tummy cramped. Whimpering, she hugged the wall and peered out the door, bringing her stuffed duck to her mouth to gnaw.

  “Richard,” she heard Mommy say. “Please. Don’t go.”

  The screen door creaked as it always did when someone stood in the threshold, holding it open.

  “You made your choice,” he snapped. “Now I’m making mine.”

  Something that felt very close to hate rolled off him, finding Ruby where she huddled. She bit down on her duck’s floppy bill. Her stomach cramped tighter, twisting, and she felt her dinner of peas, potatoes and meatloaf rise up in her throat.

  “For God’s sake, Richard. What choice is there? She’s our daughter—”

  “No, she’s weird, Diane. She’s a weird kid. And I can’t stand to be around her. My own goddamned daughter!”

  Tears burned her eyes. Ruby buried her nose in her stuffed duck and fought the urge to suck her thumb. Biglign="justght girls didn’t suck their thumbs.

  “If you won’t listen to me, listen to your mother,” Daddy continued in that ugly voice that made her cringe. “Your sister. Even your own family thinks she’s—”

  “Stop it. Enough.” Mommy’s voice dropped to a quick hush. “You’re right.”

  Closing her eyes, Ruby muttered a silent, fervent prayer, begging Jesus to make Daddy love her. Make her the kind of little girl a daddy could love.

  The screen door groaned. Someone was pulling it wider. “You’ve made your choice,” Mommy said. “Now I’m making mine. Get out.”

  The door slammed, the sound reverberating on the night, making her jump. Her duck fell. She edged back from the door, her heart seizing in her chest, hurting, hurting. The hurt was so bad she couldn’t even breathe.

  Daddy was gone.

  Because of her.

  Mommy’s footsteps started toward her room. Ruby flew back into her bed and pulled the covers to her chin, pretending to be asleep.

  A moment later, she felt the bed sink with her mother’s weight. Mommy folded her discarded duck into her arms and curled her body around her.

  “Mommy?” she asked, eyes still jammed shut.

  Her mother’s chest rumbled against her back. “Go to sleep, baby.”

  “Is Daddy—”

  “It’s late. We’ll talk tomorrow.” Pause. “We’re going to be fine, baby girl. Happy,” her mother said, in the voice she used when trying to convince Ruby that black-eyed peas tasted good. Just like regular peas.

  She knew the voice. Knew that Mommy was pretending now. But then Ruby knew. She always knew.

  “It’s okay, baby girl. We’re going to be fine.” She rocked her now, her hand smoothing over her hair.

  The tight embrace only made Ruby feel more, made Mommy’s pain wash over her in burning waves. Desolation. Regret.

  All of Mommy’s hurt bled into her. Hot sobs rose in the back of her throat, but Ruby held them back, kept them stuffed inside so Mommy wouldn’t know that Daddy was right. She was weird. Only someone weird could feel what other people were feeling.

  A sound must have escaped her.

  Mommy stroked the side of her face.

  “Hush, baby. I can’t stand it when you hurt.”

  Ruby didn’t have the heart to tell her it was her pain that made her hurt. Mommy hugged her tighter, and Ruby fought back a scream. Biting her lip, the coppery tang of blood ra { o_n over her teeth. But she didn’t utter a complaint. Complaints were what drove Daddy away. And kept anyone from wanting to be her friend at school.

  From now on, she would never complain again. She would never tell. Then she wouldn’t scare anyone.

  And Mommy wouldn’t leave her, too.

  1

  TWENTY YEARS LATER…

  ISTANBUL, TURKEY

  He had moved beyond the point of pain.

  Weeks had passed since Sebastian Santiago felt anything except bone-deep numbness. His carefully constructed shields remained in place while his beast prowled, hidden
inside him. For now, it would wait in that dark, secret part of himself. And endure.

  All to survive. To protect Rafe. He couldn’t lead his brother here, to this place. To these soulless bastards. He couldn’t let them know that he wasn’t alone. That others like him existed.

  Bending his head at an odd angle against the moldy stone at his back, he watched the female beside him drag a blood-red nail across his chest. With moonrise so close, Annika was exceptionally vicious today. Not that she had ever been a cupcake with him. She had declared him her special pet the first day he arrived. Her nail increased its pressure, breaking skin as she drew a jagged line through his flesh. His chest surged against her hand, but he held silent as blood welled up, more black than red in the darkened cell.

  Water dripped somewhere, a monotonous, lonely sound. He counted each drip, letting it occupy his thoughts. Ping. Ping. Ping. His tongue salivated, yearning to find the source and press his parched lips to it. They’d fed him this morning, but hadn’t bothered to supply water. Maybe they would remember tomorrow.

  The ancient ground pulsed beneath him, cold with fallen blood. His. And the others that came before. Every full moon his captors gorged themselves. And blood ran. Swam down the walls. A corrugated river through the old building’s bones. He smelled it still. Could taste it in the air.

  He inhaled harder, past wood, rock and mortar, past the taint of blood. A distant whiff of the world outside teased his nose, calling to him. Freedom—where the air smelled fresh, wet from the rain he had heard last night and the wash of sea at the city’s every side.

  He closed his eyes, imagining he was out there. Instead of a dozen feet below earth where his nights and days were consumed in dark torment.

  His eyes adjusted to the blackness with ease, seeing the movements and faces around him. A second female sidled near. An animal slinking closer. The coppery tang of blood seeped from her every pore. She pulled her dress over her head, revealing her sleek body. Catriona, he thought her name. Remember their names. Know each and every one so you can kill them later. He never once questioned his survival. He was a hard man to kill. Man. His lips curved cruelly, a harsh breath of laughter escaping him.

  Annika; snt grou frowned and dug her hand into his face, forcing his attention back on her. Greedy bitch. Her talon-like fingers delved through the bristly growth of beard. The smell of his own blood on her hand filled his nose.

  She spoke to him in her tongue. He spoke several languages, but his Turkish was rusty. Even so, it had improved vastly since his imprisonment. “What is wrong, my pet?” she demanded in her guttural voice. “Our games amuse you?”

  Their hands slithered like serpents on his body. Catriona bent over his chest and lapped up his blood with the rough rasp of her tongue. As if the taste of him was too much, she groaned and bit down. He surged against the force of her bite, eyes squeezing shut as the bitch made a snack of him with her blunt little teeth.

  Annika shoved Catriona aside and bent to taste from where she had carved her mark on his chest. Catriona took exception and slapped her. Annika came up hissing fury, and the other female backed down, dipping those eerie pewter eyes. A strict code of hierarchy existed within packs. Clearly Annika held more rank.

  Annika returned to him.

  He forced himself away, floating outside himself, watching like a spectator as the two bitches played with him, a mouse in their paws. As they had done for months now.

  Two moonrises had passed since they captured him off the streets. Two moonrises he had endured all manner of depravities. They enjoyed his resilience, their freedom to torture him again and again.

  Annika’s hand gripped his cock, her touch soft and coaxing, directly opposite from the savagery that edged her features.

  The only time they ever treated him to gentleness was when they wanted to rouse him. Physically, he could not prevent himself from responding. His body had become his worst enemy—his greatest weakness. No matter how he loathed them, they succeeded in using him.

  The scrape of hinges filled the air momentarily, saving him from the females’ appetites. A warm blast of air swept into the frigid cell, accompanied by light. The suddenness of it stung his eyes. He held a hand over his face, squinting to see who his newest tormentor would be.

  Gunter stood there. The pack alpha had made only two appearances since Sebastian’s capture. Once at the beginning of his captivity, and another a month ago… to check on his progress.

  With a snap of his fingers, the two females left Sebastian’s side, their heads dipped in deference to the pack’s master. With lingering glances full of dark promise, they left him alone with the alpha.

  Gunter entered the cell, his well-tailored linen slacks and white shirt a stark contrast to the dungeon that had become Sebastian’s world.

  Standing over Sebastian, he grimaced at the sight of his soiled and naked body, shaking his head. “You look like shit.”

  Sebastian levered himself up on his elbows. The chains rattled, the manacles at his ankles and wrists pulling, digging into bone. His skin had long rubbed free. Raw muscle and sinew hung in torn tatters. Until free of thee of 1e manacles, his body could not regenerate.

  “Your hospitality has lacked somewhat.”

  “Indeed?” The alpha cocked his head to the side, amusement lacing his voice. “Any number of men would be glad for the attention you’ve been given. Fucked daily by beautiful women. What complaint can you possibly have?”

  Sebastian’s lip curled. “Is that what you call them? Women? I think sewer rats a more apt description.”

  Gunter tossed back his head with a laugh. After a moment, he sobered, his silver eyes a steady molten stream. “All for naught, it would seem. None of them are breeding. It appears we are not a compatible species, after all. Shame.”

  Sebastian tensed, both relieved and alarmed. Since he never made it a habit to sleep with lycans, he had not known if he could impregnate any of the females who had used him for stud in the last weeks.

  Gunter continued, “Unfortunate, I know. I cannot breed your special talents into my pack. So what shall I do with you?” He cocked his head in contemplation, tapping his lip. The room’s shadows cast menacing lights to his features.

  “I’ve an idea,” Sebastian murmured, lifting one manacled wrist to his propped knee as if he were not chained to a wall in a dungeon. “You can let me go.”

  Gunter tsked. “So you can continue picking off my kind at your leisure? I have enough to worry about as it is without setting some hybrid loose who fancies himself the annihilator of my race.”

  Sebastian shrugged, trying to appear unaffected as he lied, “Who says I have to continue my ways?” Hunting his distant brethren was what Sebastian did best. Until now, until he’d been captured, he’d excelled at it. He would never stop.

  “No. Can’t have you running about,” he continued as if Sebastian hadn’t spoken. “I’ve other problems. We’re at war with a particularly bothersome cell of lycans on the rise in the west.”

  There’d always been feuding between packs. A territorial species, they could never come to an accord, which was man’s greatest defense against them. “You mean I might be lucky enough and you might kill each other off.”

  Gunter’s eyes glittered an unholy silver. “I had hoped you would be a useful weapon. And you may yet.”

  Unease crawled through his chest, cracking at his armor of numbness, just a fissure, but the first crack nonetheless. “How is that?”

  “I need merely convince you to join our side.”

  Sebastian snorted. “That will never happen.” He possessed a soul. Nothing would change that… change him into a demon that glutted himself every moonrise and sank deeper and deeper into damnation. He wasn’t damned. No matter that his mother spent her life reminding him that at his core he was Satan’s spawn.

  “Oh, it will happen.” Gunter strode several feet and lifted Sebastian’s breakfast tray from where Annika had kicked it in her haste to have him this morning
. Before the day’s depravities began, he had licked his bowl of oatmeal clean, desperate for the nourishment. “You might just be a half-breed dog, but the half of you that’s like me will guarantee it will happen.” He rolled a finger against the inside of his bowl, then tasted. “Hmm. Honey. Sweet. But your next meal will be even sweeter—of the human variety.”

  Blood rushed to Sebastian’s head, and he grasped at his roiling emotions, desperate to keep them in check, buried deep where they could not be detected by his brother a world away. He’d lasted this long, he could hang on longer. He had to.